Heart Reveal

And so in the matter of the envoys of the princes of Babylon, who had been sent to him to inquire about the sign that had been done in the land, God left him to himself, in order to test him and to know all that was in his heart.

2 Chronicles 32:31 (ESV)

In my reading this morning, I was surprised to find this verse seemingly tagged onto the end of the recounting of the life of Hezekiah. Surprised in the sense that it reads somewhat harsh in the context of the chapter. Yet, it is a truth that speaks to not only how God dealt with Hezekiah and the people of the Old Testament, but how he continues to deal with His people. There is a general feeling today that if God is distant or if has seemingly hidden himself from you, then there is something wrong with you. We often treat these moments of God leaving us to ourselves as though we have done something to offend or that the love of God vacillates. In our pride, we continue to believe that the love of God is conditional and dependent upon on strict obedience. We neglect the beauty of God’s love in this moment with Hezekiah. God leaves Hezekiah to himself not out of punishment and not out of spite but out of love. He does this in order to test the heart of Hezekiah and reveal his motivations and intentions. Does God do this because he doesn’t already know Hezekiah’s heart? Quite the opposite. God knows the depth of Hezekiah’s heart. The person who is oblivious to this is Hezekiah himself.

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Established and Firm

Journal Entry // November 05, 2022

When the rule of Rehoboam was established and he was strong, he abandoned the law of the LORD, and all Israel with him. (ESV)

2 Chronicles 12:1

With my own eyes I can look around at all the many blessings that the Lord has graciously provided and given to me out of his generous heart and see only my own strength and understanding being the source. In my self-righteousness and pride, I take what has been freely given to me through the hand of God and convince myself and others that it is by my own hand that all these good things have come to pass. I slowly move from a heart filled with gratitude and thankfulness to the One who provides to a heart devoid of thanksgiving and replace it with only arrogance and self-adulation. And as my heart begins to turn inward and my world begins to center solely on myself, I end up in the same place as Rehoboam does. For once Rehoboam had received the kingdom and his rule had been established, he did not rejoice and bask in the mighty works of God. No, he abandoned the law of the Lord. Rehoboam walked away from the One who had given him the promise and fulfilled this same promise. Rehoboam moved from trusting God to trusting in himself.

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